-Untitled for Now-"Kayla, why are you dragging me to this again?""Because I thought it would be good for you to actually have some fun!" Kayla grinned.Rolling his eyes, Cameron takes a quick glance at his phone, frowning when he sees there are no new messages or calls."Is something wrong, Cameron?" She looked over at him, frowning with worry."Yeah, my mom just said that she would call to let me know when she was coming home. She's probably out drinking again."Kayla sighed softly. "Again?" She raised an eyebrow and shook her head softly.He chuckled quietly, "Yes, again. She does this every couple days. New guy, new rules. You know the drill by now, I bet." Reaching behind him to stretch out his arms, he lets out an unnatural sound and Kayla frowns."You know, that's not very attractive. No wonder why you don't have a girlfriend by now."Cameron blushes slightly and sneers, "Well you're no dick-raiser either, hon." They both laugh and enjoy a small comfortable silence between the two of them.
Why?WHY?Why did I say no? Why decline?Why did I have to panic? Why the fear?Why did I get scared? Why was I so skeptical?Why are there so many "Why?"'s?Why couldn't I say it?Why can't I tell you how I feel?Why not at that moment?Why do I have to think about all of this?I panicked, okay? I'll admit it. I was scared. Afraid.But...why?Why was I so skeptical of you words?I wish I had said "Yes."I wouldn't feel this way right now.I feel so guilty for not saying it.For telling you how I feel about you.Can I somehow change my words and have the courage and strangth to confess?I wish.Why did we become such good friends?Why do you have to be so amazing?...Why did I fall for you?Why am I so afraid? Afraid of what?Afraid of losing my friend where I've lost so many before?YES.Entirely!It. Rips. Me. Apart!!But first, tell me...What I was asked...Was it the truth?Or just a cruel joke?