Falling AwayI can't hear your screamsYou tell me to stopEverything has become numbI feel nothingI see nothingI hear nothingI am nothingWhy do you scream?It can't change my past,It won't change my mindAfter I'm goneYou will be better offJust like everyone wantsI'll leave, you all winEverything I've ever doneIt's all just a mistakeNo matter what I doOr how many times I tryIt's not good enough for you, is it?That's why I'm hereI'll make it better for youI'll make it better for everyoneI'll walk to the ledgeI'll look down and at the darknessI'm readyI'm ready to accept my fateThis is all I'm good for, isn't it?Just not existing?That's all I am.Nothing worthwhile.Nothing important.Nothing at all.The waters below me and the earthIt looks so cold and darkBut maybeIt will welcome me as I fallI take my steps forwardSlowly, painfullyExpecting everything to just vanishEveryone, problems, the worldJust me and the watersAnd is it better?Is it worth it?Is it all gone?
What Is The Truth?The Truth"Why is it hidden?"The Truth"You can just tell me."The Truth"Do you not trust me?"The Truth"Do you not love me?"The Truth"Please, just tell me."The Truth"I can help."The Truth"Do you not think.."The Truth"...that I can handle it?"The Truth"If you only just tell me,"The Truth"We can make it through."The Truth"We'll do this together."The Truth"Just you and me. Together."The Truth"We can do this."The Truth"Just trust me, okay?"~*~*~*THE LIES"I've heard them all before."
Poem?I can't hold it inI need to let it goI've become the personThat lets crimson waters flowIt's from many placesBut not from my armsAll on my neck, my hips,And legs are the scarsI'm sorry I said itI'm sorry you found outI'm sorry I can't tell youWhat this is all aboutI've tried fixing itBut it just seems so hardAs fast as I runI don't get very farI want to break freeFrom my demons and this shadowBut then again, who doesn't?So many sit down and wallowI don't cut my skinAnd leave scars for painI don't rip open my fleshSo they remember my nameI'll say to you thatIt's not because I'm curiousI mostly do itWhenever I'm furiousThe pain, the suffering,The hatred insideAll I want to do nowIs run away and hideI'm sorry, all of youI know this is hardBut trust me when I sayIt keeps me on guardBecause of this habitI've opened my eyes and sawThrough everyone's imperfectionsAs they hide every flawBut what the hell, right?Why has it come to this?I may not be able